2009/04/02 04:53
 
20080504 Baby dedication ceremony
 
20080606 Jean and Annie's dinner
 
 
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2006.01.30 16:29:29


Impressionism portrait,

at my office in Berkeley



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2009/04/02 03:40
2006.02.25

My Father God,

Due to your unimaginable grace and mercy, and your blessings,

I was able to present my new research initiative splendidly.

Everyone who heard my research was truly satisfied and stimulated.

What did this come from. This came from your capability and your grace.

 

I worship you, my God. I truly worship you, my God.

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2006.03.02 04:29:41


Prof. Walrand's Comment on Ph.D Research

This comment was given to me as a response when I requested him to be a research advisor.
  • Be creative: If you do the trivial and obvious research, then you can still graduate and find a company position. However, that research is useless. It does not have impact. If you think to find a university faculty position, you have to do a non-trivial research.  Based on my experience, it is possible to do the non-trivial research.
  • Be Confident: Target the moon and shoot.  Also you have to believe yourself. Some believe that they cannot do the non-trivial research.  But be confident.
  • Share your idea with others: I have seen some people who are worrying about sharing of ideas since credits will be reduced. From my experience, sharing gives better results. Please do not be afraid of sharing ideas.
  • Not the Wireless Sensor Network: I do not want to be the 52nd person to jump in the WSN. I am not interested in the area that everybody is involved in.
  • Topics: Think about it. Share it in the research group meeting.

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2009/04/02 03:07
2006.03.05 17:33:03

 From my wife's homepage [cyworld]
하나님을 경외할 줄 아는 사람
꿈을 가진 사람
사랑이 가득한 사람
성실하고 정직한 사람
아이처럼 순수한 사람
늘 나의 편이 되주는 사람
아내의 요리에 늘 감동하는 사람
내게 가장 멋진 사람
늘 존경하고픈 사람
포.스.는 내게 그런 사람입니다.
감사해요..
그리고 마음가득 축복해요.
 
카드를 읽으며 눈물을 보인 포스 ㅠㅠ

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2009/04/02 03:06
2006.03.11 06:46:19

One lesson from Game theory:


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2006.04.23 01:54:29

감사합니다 하나님 가슴이 북받치고 미소만 가득해 아무말이 안나옵니다.

하나님의 은혜와 기쁨과 희락과 평강을 더하시고 하나님의 지혜와 능력으로 아기와 어머니 그리고 가정에 축복을 더하여 주소서

 

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2006.04.29 15:28:35

Sketch for my wife who felt dizzy while I was at school.


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2009/04/02 03:02
2006.05.02 04:44:15

Jinhan Cha (A traditional Korean tea)

 

Ingrediants:

peony + hedysarum + cinnamon + licorice + arrowroot + ginger + the root of a kudzu + Chinese matrimony vine + Maximowiczia typica + pine nuts + jujube + peanuts

Efficacy: 

When one's body or mind feels fatigue, or frailities after heavy disease continues. One who is sensitive to summer heat can live along and forget the heat if he drinks this every day.



 

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2009/04/02 03:00
2006.05.03 16:07:08

오늘 수업시간에 30 slides 분량의 talk 을 25분만에 해냈다.

완급을 조절하며, 여러가지 수사법을 섞어가며, 때로 재미있게, 때로 단호하게 얘기하고, 중간에 수시로 나오는 질문에 답해가면서. 발표 마치고 교수님이 'Thank you' 를 네 번이나 말씀하셨다, 문을 나설때까지.

 

미국 온지 8개월만의 일이다

 

Thank you God. All is from you.

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2006.05.04 04:01:30

General Rules                               

1. Numbers zero through ten are spelled out.

2. All numbers over ten are expressed in figures.

 

Exceptions                                   

1. Spell a number that begins a sentence even when other numbers in the sentence are shown in figures.

Twelve of my friends are going to the movies; 11 are staying home.

2. Use figures for numbers one to ten when they are used with numbers above ten.

The team ran 11 miles on Monday, 5 miles on Tuesday, and 14 miles on Wednesday.

3. Use figures to express dates and times – except when used with the word o’clock.

Daylight savings time ends at 2:00 a.m. on October 25.

4. Use figures for house numbers except house number One.

My friend moved from 10 Sleight Street to One School Street.

5. Use figures to express measures and weights.

The carton measures 2 feet by 9 inches and weighs 5 pounds.

6. Use figures for numbers following nouns.

Everyone was supposed to read Chapter 2, pages 10 and 15.

7. Capitalize nouns preceding numbers – except page and line.

The warm up is page 71, Section 28, lines 12 and 15.

8. Spell and initial cap names of small-numbered streets and avenues ten and under.

The train station is on Fifth Avenue in Naperville.

9. Spell indefinite numbers.

Around eighty percent of the students studied hard for the test and received an “A.”

From http://www.naperville203.org/

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2009/04/02 02:59
2006.05.12 18:50:09

 

well prepared, highly motivated and strongly supported

 

- from Tomorrow's Professor

 

Goal is to have impact.

- David Patterson,

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2006.05.18 10:46:07


Where to Publish Your Paper

1) If you understand it and can prove it, then send it to a journal of mathematics.

2) If you understand it, but can't prove it, then send it to a physics journal.

3) If you can't understand it, but can prove it, then send it to an economics journal.

4) If you can neither understand it nor prove it, then send it to a psychology journal.

5) If it attempts to make something important out of something trivial, then send it to a journal of education.

6) If it attempts to make something trivial out of some- thing important, send it to a journal of metaphysics.

There are three kinds of researchers: Those who can do math and those who cannot. --Tom Rusk Vickery

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2006.05.20 06:47:31


Summary of Spring semester

  • Two papers
  • Four talks
  • Wireless communications
  • Game theory
  • ZeroCollision random backoff algorithm
  • Exercise: racquet ball and running
  • Wife's pregnancy
  • Yosemite and Napa valley trip
  • Two concurrent English capability modes: Half-native sometimes, Total-dumb for the rest
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2009/04/02 02:57
2006.05.29 08:44:07

사이판 마나가하 섬에서

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2009/04/02 02:56

2006.05.31 16:41:56

Don't you thinks this is so beautiful.

갑신에 세자에게 궁(宮)을 주고 교지로 부인 경숙 옹주(敬淑翁主)를 경빈(敬嬪)으로 봉하였다. 병신에 태종이 정전(正殿)에 나와 세자를 책봉하니, 그 책문에 이르기를,

“ 세자를 세움은 인심에 관계되는 것이매, 실로 큰 전칙(典則)이 되는 것이다. 원량(元良)을 가리어 나라의 근본을 바로잡으려 할진댄, 오직 지공하여야 할 것이다. 이제 이 명(名)과 위(位)의 높음을 바르게 하여 책봉의 예식을 거행하노니, 너 충녕 대군 도는 관홍(寬弘)·장중(莊重)하고 효제(孝悌)·겸공(謙恭)하여, 사랑과 공경으로써 어버이를 섬기되, 아무 때에라도 조심조심하며, 총명한 자질에 배움을 즐겨하여, 날마다 부지런히 부지런히 하여, 나라 일을 부탁함에 합당하고, 신하와 백성이 우러러 소망을 둘새, 이러므로 너를 책봉하여 왕세자를 삼노라. 아아, 하늘이 밝은 덕을 돌보시고 귀신이 그 정성을 흠향하니, 제사를 맡아 계통을 잇되 늘 책임이 어렵고도 큼을 생각하여, 깊은 못에 다다른 듯이, 얇은 얼음을 밟는 듯이 하여야 길이 복록을 누리리라.”

하고, 경빈에게 책문을 내리기를,

“ 공의(公義)를 따라 원량(元良)을 세우니, 세자의 자리가 곧 정해졌고, 배필을 신중히 하여 종사를 받드니, 위호(位號)를 마땅히 높여야 할 것이다. 이에 아름다운 칭호로써 떳떳한 법전(法典)을 따르노니, 아아, 너 심씨(沈氏)는 곧고 아름다운 성품과 단정한 몸가짐으로 늘 공경함과 두려운 마음을 지녔고, 일찍이 근검한 덕이 현저하여 능히 부도(婦道)에 도타왔으니 한 집안 식구 됨에 합당한지라, 이에 좋은 날을 가리어 대례의 절차를 이에 갖출새, 이제 신하 아무를 보내어 경빈에 책봉하노니, 정숙하고 화기롭게 힘쓸지니 정성은 남편이 정치에 근면하기를 권고하고 돕기에 간절히 하여, 힘써 서로 받들 것이며, 자손이 번창하여, 상서로움이 더욱 클지어다.”


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2006.06.07 07:41:07

The first sonogram of Porce & Bada's baby. (We do not know wheter it is he or she yet)

  Say Hi !


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By: Vlad Tarko, Sci-Tech News Editor

Why are election polls often inaccurate? Why is racism wrong? Why are your assumptions often mistaken? The answers to all these questions and to many others have a lot to do with the non-ergodicity of human ensembles. Many scientists agree that ergodicity is one of the most important concepts in statistics. So, what is it?

Ergodicity is usually described in terms of objective properties of an ensemble of objects, and the discussion often gets lost in mathematical subtleties and thus it is often difficult to understand. Nonetheless, I will describe it in bayesian, subjectivist terms; hopefully this will make the concept very accessible.

Suppose you are concerned with determining what the most visited parks in a city are. One idea is to take a momentary snapshot: to see how many people are this moment in park A, how many are in park B and so on. Another idea is to look at one individual (or few of them) and to follow him for a certain period of time, e.g. a year. Then, you observe how often the individual is going to park A, how often he is going to park B and so on.

Thus, you obtain two different results: one statistical analysis over the entire ensemble of people at a certain moment in time, and one statistical analysis for one person over a certain period of time. The first one may not be representative for a longer period of time, while the second one may not be representative for all the people.
The idea is that an ensemble is ergodic if the two types of statistics give the same result. Many ensembles, like the human populations, are not ergodic.

The importance of ergodicity becomes manifest when you think about how we all infer various things, how we draw some conclusion about something while having information about something else. For example, one goes once to a restaurant and likes the fish and next time he goes to the same restaurant and orders chicken, confident that the chicken will be good. Why is he confident? Or one observes that a newspaper has printed some inaccurate information at one point in time and infers that the newspaper is going to publish inaccurate information in the future. Why are these inferences ok, while others such as “more crimes are committed by black persons than by white persons, therefore each individual black person is not to be trusted” are not ok?

The answer is that the ensemble of articles published in a newspaper is more or less ergodic, while the ensemble of black people is not at all ergodic. If one searches how many mistakes appear in an entire newspaper in one issue, and then searches how many mistakes one news editor does over time, one finds the two results almost identical (not exactly, but nonetheless approximately equal). However, if one takes the number of crimes committed by black people in a certain day divided by the total number of black people, and then follows one random-picked black individual over his life, one would not find that, e.g. each month, this individual commits crimes at the same rate as the crime rate determined over the entire ensemble. Thus, one cannot use ensemble statistics to properly infer what is and what is not probable that a certain individual will do.

Or take an even clearer example: In an election each party gets some percentage of votes, party A gets a%, party B gets b% and so on. However, this does not mean that over the course of their lives each individual votes with party A in a% of elections, with B in b% of elections and so on.

These were examples of why, in some cases - the non-ergodic cases, one cannot use ensemble statistics to infer something about a particular individual. There is also a complementary problem, faced by the scientists doing opinion polls. They gather data from a very small number of individuals and try to infer the characteristics of the entire ensemble. In order to do this as accurately as possible they don't simply pick the individuals at random; they partition the human ensemble on the basis of some criteria (such as age or income) and afterwards they randomly pick individuals inside each partition being careful that each partition is being represented. It is worth noting that the so-called margin of error of the opinion polls is not really a margin of error. This margin of error is computed assuming that the human ensemble (or more precisely, the partitions they establish) is (are) ergodic. But in reality they are not.

A similar problem is faced by scientists in general when they are trying to infer some general statement from various particular experiments. When is a generalization correct and when it isn't? The answer concerns ergodicity. If the generalization is done towards an ergodic ensemble, than it has a good chance of being correct.

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A small measure of ignorance can be an asset when starting a business, alumnus Amol Joshi told a gathering of Georgia Tech's brightest students at the annual President's Scholars luncheon in November.

This was the first of "10 Most Important Things I Didn't Learn at Georgia Tech, But I Wish Someone Had Told Me," a tongue-in-cheek list of entrepreneurial advice compiled by Joshi, EE 92, an entrepreneur and vice president of marketing for BayPackets Inc., a communications software company he co-founded in Fremont, Calif.

The tips he shared with students were:

 

10. Youth and inexperience are often an asset when starting a company. "In fact they are a great asset," Joshi said. "You are never too young to start a company, you just have to be naive enough to do it and crazy enough to try."

9. Education is the only investment guaranteed never to decrease in value. "The more and longer you invest in your education, the more the benefit to you will be," Joshi said.

8. Don't be afraid of making mistakes, be afraid of not making them quickly enough. "The earlier you make mistakes, the more time you have to recover," Joshi said.

7. Never ask someone to do something you wouldn't do yourself. "Leadership by example is the best way to lead an organization," he said.

6. Be a team player. "A lot of the success you experience in the future will not only be based on your individual performance, but how you work in a team," Joshi said.

5. Your most important team is your family and friends. Joshi said, "Sometimes the only people who will believe you and believe in you are your friends, co-workers and family."

4. "Sales and marketing is not selling out to the dark side, that is keeping yourself in business," Joshi said.

3. Learn how to raise money. "No matter what kind of organization you are involved in, this will be a valuable skill to have," Joshi said.

2. Build your personal brand. "This is something I didn't understand when I was at Georgia Tech because I didn't have exposure to business. What I learned at business school was that you have to think about the brand and the image you project," Joshi said.

1. Dream big. "It may take a long time to get there and accomplish what you want to do, but dream big," Joshi said. "Only good things can happen to you if you pursue your dreams." 

 

Joshi previously worked as the vice president of sales and marketing at BeVocal Inc., a speech recognition software company that he co-founded in 1999.
Joshi was a President's Scholar at Tech and earned an MBA and a master's degree in engineering sciences from Dartmouth College, where he was awarded the Junior Achievement Foundation scholarship for entrepreneurship.
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2006.07.26 12:26:21

It's a Boy!


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태어나서 처음.. 아차 태어나기 전에 처음 인터넷하는 거에요


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2006.09.01 16:25:46



Berkeley 들어오기보다 Prelim 통과하는게 더 어렵다는 말을 삶으로 체험하고 있습니다.

주변 모든 분들이 위로하고 격려해주시는게 얼마나 감사한지 모르겠습니다.

 

이번에 KAIST 로 부임하는 정기훈 박사형이 해준 이야기가 가슴속에 새겨집니다.

"나도 그런 시간들을 겪었지. 그런데 그게 나를 강하게 하더라구..."

 

.. 저도 그렇게 생각합니다. 파이팅.

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A piece of medical information about atrial septal defects. When Seojin Roy was prenatal, we heard from a doctor about a possibility of this defect. We were very worried about it. Later it turns out he was clean. Thank you God.

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나의 가는 길

주님 인도하시네

그는 보이지 않아도 날 위해 일하시네

 

나는 내가 잘해서 좋은 연구 실적을 내고 있는 것이라고, 내가 잘해서 많은 외국인 친구들이 내 주변에 모이고 있는 것이라고 은연 중에 생각했었던 것 같다...

... 다시 돌이켜 생각해보니.. 그게 아니라는 것을 알겠다... 보이지 않는 그 와중에, 하나님께서 일하고 계셨다.. 나를 위해서..


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Chronicle Careers
Thursday, March 24, 2005
 

A Ph.D. and a Failure

Beyond the Ivory Tower

What you should know about nonacademic careers for Ph.D.'s

As graduate career counselors at two major research universities, we encounter the F-word a lot, but not the one you think. The F-word we hear is "failure" -- a nasty, horrible utterance applied to many an overachieving Ph.D. who falls short of finding a tenure-track job.

Fear of that word -- for the summa cum laude, the Phi Beta Kappa, or the NSF grant recipient -- can become debilitating and demoralizing, turning a once confident and optimistic young adult into a depressed, panic-ridden, and paralyzed recluse. Unfortunately, we are not exaggerating.

The real problem here is the painfully constrictive definitions of failure and success within academe.

Failure, says academic culture, is anything other than achieving the ultimate goal of a tenure-track professorship. More specifically, the epitome of success is a tenure-track job at a major research university. You're still successful, albeit to a lesser degree, if that job is at a liberal-arts college, and even less so if it's at a community college. But a nonacademic career, well, that's just unacceptable.

That may seem a harsh indictment, but we've witnessed such attitudes time and again in our own experiences as former doctoral students and in those of the graduate students we now advise.

We know there are exceptions: deans who boldly pay for programs to help graduate students explore diverse career opportunities; faculty advisers who surreptitiously write reference letters for their students to apply to law school, to teach at a community college, or to seek a nonacademic job. And attitudes vary somewhat among disciplines.

But there are countless faculty members, administrators, and students themselves who continue to perpetuate a narrow definition of success in academe. Anything else is "less than."

Unfortunately, the hard facts show again and again that only a small percentage of doctoral students can achieve the success of becoming a tenure-track professor at a research institution. In their study, "Ph.D.'s -- 10 Years Later," Maresi Nerad and Joseph Cerny found that only 58 percent of Ph.D.'s in English were on the tenure track or tenured 10 years after graduation. Of those, less than a fifth worked at top research universities (The Chronicle, September 10, 1999).

Those numbers do not include the approximately 50 percent of students -- cited by Barbara E. Lovitts in Leaving the Ivory Tower: The Causes and Consequences of the Departure From Doctoral Study -- who never even completed their Ph.D.'s. Thus, a great majority of students who begin doctoral programs will never reach the "nirvana" of the tenure track. What happens to all of those students who don't make the cut?

Perhaps such figures help explain the recent finding that "depression and other forms of mental distress" were a serious problem in a study of more than 3,100 graduate students at the University of California at Berkeley. According to the study: "Nearly half of all survey respondents (45 percent) reported an emotional or stress-related problem that significantly impacted their academic performance or well-being." Another 67 percent reported feeling hopeless at times, 95 percent felt overwhelmed in graduate school, and 54 percent said they had felt so "depressed that it was difficult to function." About 10 percent had seriously considered suicide, and one in 200 had actually attempted suicide in the last year.

The Berkeley study cites dysfunctional relationships with faculty advisers, significant family responsibilities, financial difficulties, isolation from campus life and student resources, and an inability to recognize the symptoms of a psychological problem as possible reasons for graduate students' declining mental health.

We argue that all of those factors are part of the overall academic culture that privileges a narrow and largely unreasonable standard of success.

We've had to confront the academic line about failure in our own lives: One of us (Rebecca), a Ph.D. in musicology, recently ran into a former professor who said Rebecca would "never be truly happy" if she did not become an academic musicologist. The other (Megan) completed four years of doctoral work in communication before deciding that her current staff position allows her the balance that she wants in her life, as well as the opportunity to have a daily impact. But Megan has been scolded by people she barely knows for "giving up" and not becoming a professor. (Since when did a master's degree and a meaningful career become failure?)

We've also heard the stories of students who come to us for career advice:

  • A Ph.D., thrilled to land a faculty position at a liberal-arts college near her home, is asked by her dissertation adviser when she was going to "get a job." Presumably, a "real" one.

  • An alumnus, unwilling to spend yet another year unsuccessfully searching for a tenure-track position, moves on to a new career. He hides his choice from his former adviser, fearing his mentor's disappointment.

  • Two graduate students who are pursuing community-college careers are terrified to tell their dissertation committees, and another student fears that her fellow graduate students will shun her for considering leaving her Ph.D. program for the nonprofit world.

During a recent meeting of a new career-support group for graduate students, the topic of "feeling like a quitter" evoked painful emotions from many participants and was revealed as their biggest obstacle in choosing an alternative career path, with "not knowing there were other options" a close second. Clearly the myopic mission of many doctoral programs often clashes with graduate students' changing priorities, and could be a factor in academe's high attrition rates.

At both of our universities, we have established programs and counseling services to help graduate students counter the idea that they are successful only if they become research faculty members, and to help them explore other potential career options.

This spring the University of Illinois at Urbana-Champaign held a well-attended symposium titled "Defining Academic Success," during which faculty and staff members from non-research-oriented institutions shared their stories and introduced students to new notions of a successful academic career.

At the University of California at San Diego, a workshop on "Alternatives to Academia for Graduate Students" drew a standing-room-only crowd last year, prompting an encore this year that attracted more than 100 graduate students.

At both institutions, we encourage graduate students to learn about the academic job search process early on in graduate school, so they can better prepare for what it requires and make conscious choices about whether it feels right for them.

What can be done on your campus?

If you're a faculty member, open your mind to a diversity of career choices for your advisees. Validate their interest in teaching or other work, not just academic research. Acknowledge alumni or former students who have "succeeded" in a range of career paths. Be realistic with students about the job market, as well as your own experience in it, and realize that not everyone wants to do what you do.

If you're an administrator, support career panels, workshops, and conferences that validate a variety of career options. Offer mental-health services for graduate student and training programs for faculty mentors. Conduct studies on graduate-student attrition and satisfaction on your campus.

If you're a graduate student, step outside of the limited perspective of the Ph.D. world and look at other versions of success. Consider what you need to be happy and successful, not just your adviser's definition. Cover your bases by pursuing other interests or experiences during graduate school; don't put all of your eggs in one basket. Take advantage of workshops and support services, and demand them if they're not available. Finally, realize that sometimes changing your mind is the right decision.

For all parties involved, we urge a re-examination of success and failure in doctoral studies. The abundance of shame, depression, anxiety, and paralysis among incredibly talented and capable graduate students can be lessened by offering them more options for a satisfying life and career, and more validation for their choices. Think about that the next time you inflict the F-word on yourself or on others.

Megan Pincus Kajitani is the graduate-student adviser in the Career Services Center at the University of California at San Diego. A former journalist, she received her M.A. in communication arts from the University of Wisconsin at Madison. Rebecca Bryant is the director of the Graduate College Career Services Office at the University of Illinois at Urbana-Champaign. She earned her Ph.D. in musicology from the University of Illinois.

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An article about Doctoral students dropout.

 

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2006.10.15 04:53:39


 

God works, not me.

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